Well.... I survived my first week on the CELTA course..... just!! It is pretty intensive and long days. Typically in the morning we have an input session and learn about lesson planning, phonetics, concept questions etc. Then in the afternoon we teach. There was no grace period. I started on Monday and on Tuesday I was teaching. It's tough. Even though I have lots of experience, when you have a room full of students, 6 other trainees and an assessor watching you, making sure you include everything you learnt the day before in you lesson I tend to turn in to a quivering teacher like mess!!! Some of the feedback I have received is that I am not aggressive enough and come across as very nervous. Anyone who knows me knows this is not me!!! Yet I am petrified when I know I have to teach. This week I did 2 30 minute lessons and 1 60 minute lesson. I thought they all went pretty badly but apparently I am improving and can't be that bad as one of the students asked why I wasn't teaching a lesson that day!

I worked on my lesson plan and assignment for 8 hours yesterday and had a well earned break and went out in Huddersfield - the first time in about a year and half! Yet I still saw people I knew. I definitely feel like I have regressed to be a student again, moving back to my old house from when I was a student and having lots of studying to do!

Three more weeks, 5 more observed lessons and 3 more assignments to go!!!